March 17Th
Hello everyone! Thank you all for the support and kind words. It's important to me that I condemn my past actions. Running away wasn’t just a mistake- it was a crucial misunderstanding of my family dynamic and my own expectations.
march 7
im getting the hell out of here
march 5rd
Im moving the hell out as soon as i can. im fucking tired of living here with my family theres always some bullshit about how im talking back and need to get a grip which is crazy because im the only one there who has a damn grip anymore, but its not like i could move in with kim and her shit ass boyfriend. hes such an asshole to her but shes such a bitch she doesnt even give a shit so who cares!!! i need to get the fuck out of here my dads crazier than ever and my mom just puts up with his crap why the hell cant she kick him to the curb yet??? moms worse with dad than kim and her toad faced cash cow. chase has gotten mean as hell lately to and its fucking obnoxious. right after dad tore into me today, chase had the bright idea to back him up like a personal cheerleader because apparently im not "prioritizing my family" enough. He just goes fucking on and on and who even cares man??? blah blah blah blah he can barely wash his own ass so how about he "prioritizes his family" more often???? he treats me like i got hit in the head whenever i tell him i dont give a damn about "the family" when has he ever given a shit??? who cares though!!! not like it matters!!
faith and kenzie i seriously dont wanna "talk this out" anymore so quit while youre ahead and quit bothering me
feb 16th:
the gas station a mile away is a actual blessing. its the only thing keeping me caffeinated now, the coffee at home is always burnt and dads to tired to fix the damn thing. the energy drinks there are always on sale, its like five dollars for three so i go in whenever i can to make sure there's always enough for when i stay up late. my sleep schedule has been kinda wrecked these past few months and it gets supplemented by monsters and redbull every once in a while. plain redbull is pretty bad, the peach one is really good though. one day the walk to get an energy drink wont be so damn long
jan 30th:
I went to see ironlung. i think its one of my favorite movies now
Jan 14th:
im pretty happy to start writing for this shared blog. im not sure how often ill update but i think twice (or thrice) a month would be cool. eventually i want to do some art but thatll have to wait till later cause im not very good yet. i mostly try to draw still lifes and plants so its not to hard but it takes a while.